i'm a grouchy old fart and have run off more painters than carter has liver pills. but i admire talent and effort. it takes both to pull it off. i closed my shop because it seemed like every painter i hired wanted to 80% it. just did not have the desire and drive to be better . one thing you will learn is the better you get the more shots you will take . the more they talk trash about you the better you must be. you have the desire and the god given talent which just cant be learned. you will do good my friend.